Angry....zzz

this 2 guy....babi betul...!! i'm quiet but it doesnt means that i dont care...actually i very angry..i choose quiet is because of my friend...i dont want because of both of you...then make unhappy between me and them...i duno what u two want to do...but please stop it...this is the last time...或许这样非常小气，但是我想其他人也会接受不了吧！对着我说这样的话，转过头~却是不一样了~！这样算是欺骗吗？还是故意还是真心？！这样纠缠下去~有用吗？我再也不会被你们骗了，你们可怜？那我呢？谁来同情我啊？好好想想吧！一个你，他不是小孩子了，不要每次叫我照顾，劝她啦。以前的事情就算了，我也不想计较那么多，每次吵架就找我，说什么什么。一好回就当没事。我能怎样？只好当没事咯。你说不要跟他说，那我就不说咯。另外个，更死。记得一年半前，你和我最最最要好的好姐妹分手了。那时确实是我的姐妹不对，就安慰下你+顺便骂醒你。当时你说要追我，我是没有心动。但是你知道自己所说的有多么的夸张吗？让我告诉你~你说你知道我不是那么冷酷无情，心什么大门永远为你开，用你的热情，感动我，等我等到我接受你的那天，还有很多~忘了~说得有够好听，结果~我才知道，你对着我的姐妹也是说着同样的话，真的有够欠...然后，我的姐妹还是被你甜言蜜语骗回你身边。你们一起回了3个月，也没有告诉我。却在一天巧合下被我遇见你们。很好啊，你们一起回，我没意见。但我竟然听到，我的姐妹说~(那一切都不是你写的，是朋友写的）笑话！~我的姐妹第二次离开你时，你又来找我，干嘛呢？因为你，我们的关系有了距离，幸好现在没事了。现在的你更了不起，说得话更好听~慢慢等~难听惨了。每天3更半夜，信息来会等我，我连~慢慢等都不想和你说。只想说~最好你不要等。世上只有一个我，什么付出一切~放屁！告诉我你要出家，去啦~我知道你是存心要我内疚吗？。尽管我不爱你，我还是赢走了你的心。sorry...你的心，我不想要。谢谢了.....><''

看清楚。。

为什么呢？你是有心还是无意要说这些。我发觉你很依赖别人。还有真的很想骂你的，可是我们是好朋友。我该怎么做，我已经尽量帮你了。可是我真的无能为力。你一直说你家人逼你，如果你怕被他们逼，你一早就应该去找工作。这样他们就不会逼你了啊。你说没有交通。他已经那么帮你了，而你却不接受。会怕欠别人了吗？为什么拿他钱时又不怕呢？你还说是他要你拿的，他却说。。如果不给你就一直吵。你说他很烦，他不找你了，你又找他。问他为什么不理你了。你到底想怎么样呢？我一直劝你也没有用。不可能这样他们还逼你。自己要掌握啊。一时又觉得你真的很惨，尤其你说我们没有人像你这样时，可是~如果情况这样糟糕，你就应该坚强一点啊。我开始不大相信你了。他这么帮你，你却有事找他，没事丢一边。我们都知道你需要他。他一直怕你被别人欺负，他也不奢求什么。他只说~如果你找到另外个，他也会祝福你，现在只希望你有安定的工作。平稳的生活，他就放心了。还有很多很多很多。不懂要怎么说~失望~但是我知道，你对我们姐妹是真心的。

meaning...^^

1.如果我们之间的距离是1000步，只要你踏出一步，我会走向你999步
2.人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。
3.如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。
4.你随时要认命，因为你是人。
5.如果有一天，你走进了我的心。你会哭，因为里面装满的都是你。
6.如果有一天，我走进了你的心。我也会哭，因为里面没有我的身影。

Full House

This is the restaurant that day we eat...haha...first time go kl alone...^^ lolx...st time accompany boy buy clothes..==' haha...you change clothes really lama..==' nasib baik same channel..if not?haha...lol...when want update to tv4?haha..wei~tell you a thing..remember that day the malay?he mimpi de?..he say you leng zai...call me must tengok baik baik you..mao pandai jaga if not must have many girl come...have you hear it?haha...lol..angry..==' say like that~macam i very urgly..=='haha...(i have hear what you talk that day..when eat..anyway, no money also want to eat lol..dont forget eat..haha..want eat nasi lemak..call me...i will give 1 spoon for you..haha.. spaggeti?haha...I belanja lar cause that day i also no give back money to you...)lol..regret that day no take photo no at there..and with you ..haha..You told me that you will dissapear before you are success? Thx for told me earlier ~ erm..anyways i wish and hope you can get the life that you need...gooodluck to you ^^

sad...

1.Joey...i very happy receive your message...but you find me is because you need go other country already...i think didi will sad...but i really don't know...which one is real of you...anyway...we are still a friend...hope you also look me as your friend too...goodluck to you...2.ah ji and lai pisah already...she love him but say bye bye with him...why boy always like that...=='3.ah man now want to stop contract with ling...ling you has to find work already...don't all just depend to ah man...don't accept his thing anymore...if you continious accept his thing..2 of you will never stop...hope you understand it...you say your family status is no good...so cant study...do you know?i choose continious study...i also borrow money?my dad need us ...study hard...now we are going to 18 already..have to learn independence...so don't sad because ah man no give you $$$ or other thing...now he is lepas you le..that is the good time to you learning..goodluck ^^

...某某人...

You call me write about 2 of us...okay...i can write...you see it...I really dont know how to talk about you, i call you dont talk 甜言蜜语 with me cause i scare i will falling love to you again but i wont ...你明明不喜欢我却说对我是真的。你对每个人都是真的啦。 忽冷忽热。我们之间真的不可能了。我已经不再相信你了。我对你说很多很恨的话，你却可以当没事转别的话题。开心说你的，若无其事的。给我的感觉就是很不认真，总是玩下玩下将。我真的不懂你在想什么。我也发现我们的世界很不一样。如果你真的很忙，就不要天天出现啦。有时真的很想狠心不理你了，却又做不到。真的希望我可以做到。在你面前的我，真的输完了。原本已经放下了，为什么~原本以为做回朋友就很好。以前过了就算了。但是~怎么那么多人的甜言蜜语，我却没有感觉。然而你呢？以前你的甜言蜜语，我会开心。现在~是伤心。到底为什么，我自己也很想知道。难道我还在意吗？。。

the person that first time i like

When I am 14year old...He is 18 year old...start that time i already know that 2 of us are impossible...~.~ I dont know what is Love but I know that I like him...we play basketball together..message..talk..he had gf and after that he change his gf...then lose contact... sad...i always tell myself i still too young...that all feeling is not real...but when i hear his gf' sis say...(he just ply me only..never like me..)my heart really feel bad/sad...still can remember it...i very mind it and need to know..what happen of this..it is he never like me or he just play me?then i be friend with his st gf..a few year ago, all thing is change slowly..i also don't care about the answer already...now...he tell me he never say like that...all just a plan...can i believe him?should i believe it?..whatever i really happy when i hear he say:when at dms many people don't like him but i dont..i am diff with them..so i like you..^^may be all is just lie~my friend scold me...so hard you forgot him...why still find him ?..but this question is no answer...